We used to be so close.
When I was a little girl, I remember all of he things that we used to do, like going to the ranch and go fishing, swimming in the river, go camping, fly a kite. I remember how it used to be and i miss the old him. Now he is married to this hag, who has changed him. Somewhat, for the better, but as far as our relationship goes, it has taken a drastic change. I don't even want to see him or talk to him anymore. He says that he misses me and he says that he'll come to town and watch me play in a tournament, but alas, look at where we are... No where.
We are stranded, and there is no way out. I'm running from his words, because i know they are meaningless... What am i supposed to do about this?
I'm so sick of him saying things to me and it all just becoming a lie.
I'm so sick of his stupid wife medaling in with our bond.
He's not apart of my life... If he missed me, he would try to make an effort to see me. Yet, I am the one making plans to see him.
I am the one that cries at the thought of this topic...
I am the one who is effected.
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